Hi...

What a l ong time it had difinately been...a birthday has passed, well many birthdays have passed but jus wanted 2 point it out. How has everything been for everyone these past couple of months??? Good? Bad? Content?.....now in the case of urs truly............ehhhhhh.......

Where can i begin??....So much to say...so much....for one thing I can say that I plan on comming bk to NY for ma vacation [hoLLa] that should...no it will be realxing! I have plans on just makin it my time where I am just tranquail and at peace being at home again. [I know i'll feel like Dorothy going bk to Kansas!] lol[x]

On more of a serious matter, I have a confession to make, well confessions........[ most of  you will most likely NOT read this entire entry]

Ever since I started this xanga I was more open with my feelings, I wasnt 100% but I was like 90% with them, now im like 35% with you guys! My point in writing this is for you to try and understand who and wat I REALLY AM as a person.

I am a hopeless romantic, I want so bad to be with some1 and have them love and respect me as much as i can do the same for them u know? a Companion and all dat........*sigh*

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i bet u neva say that comming from me huh? yea yea...me 2...

das all [for the public anyway]
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Hi...

I love my xanga!!! xanga 4 life!!!

its o8!! celebrate!!!!!!!

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today......is 11/05

dunno y  im writing a date but i did....some of u should know wat yesterday was and DON'T say sunday....sooo much 2 write, to say....so much....im retreating to a private entry.....

Hi...

this xanga is something else, i jus cant believe ive had it soooooooooo long, its not even funny anymore. Well now, what more can i say?? new layout....its brighter dan da dim dark one dat i had before. I started out writing a private entry trying to chronilizing things/events that have been since i moved outta far rockaway and as usual i always get distracted.  

Tonite, I spoke to jon [yes da infamous]...

that boy i tell u, hes something else....its been 6 years --yes-- 6 YEARS Mr. 3001! Love makes u do crazy things i tell u, u know wat i jus thought about? It's true wat they say about love....it does heal, it does forgive and it is kind. I wonder after all these years and after everything that went on past and present, wat will become of us?

In other news, people keep comming out 2 me with all there.......feelings
I mean its wateva but man...it's like what can u possibly do?? (dat seems to be an ongoing problem for me eh??)

oy!

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Hi....

I cant even begin to xplain wat exactly has been goin on in ma lfe as of now....SOOO much 2 write/say but no computer 2 do it! =\

and i cant b running 2 da library everyday in da state dat im in....so much 2 say i cant even condense it, jus one of those things that needs 2 b explained throughly ...........

next time...

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